It was a monsoon season the day was 19th July 1999. On that day I was
going to my home on my bike, that time it was raining slowly, but along the
way after few kilometres it rain started heavily. So I stopped my bike below
one huge tree I was waiting for rain stop. There was a school near that tree.
After few minutes some students came out of school gate, few among them
had their bags and umbrella. And few had come out with rain-coat. Somehow
all students were trying to reach their homes. After few minute no one was
there. I was lonely waiting there for rain stoppage. I was peeping here and
there and on that moment one girl came out of school gate without umbrella
schoolbag and rain-coat. I was thinking that she might have kept her bag in
school because of rain. I was looking at her. I thought she was seventeen or
nineteen year old. While I was thinking about her at that time she started
walking towards me. I was staring her. Finally she came besides me and stood
below that huge tree because of rain.
My eyes were still staring her. She had worn a short school dress. As I
remember the skirt was of white colour and top was of yellow colour. Her body
was fully drenched in rain. Rain drops were falling down from her hairs, eyes,
nose, chicks and lips. Suddenly she looked at me, that time I saw her eyes. Her
eyes were like clean blue water. There was one-two drop of rain on her eye
less. Her lips were like petals of dark pink rose. Because of rain her clothes
were affixed with her body. So some of her body parts were quite visible. Her
waist, her legs her complete body shape was quite visible. There was pinkness
in her skin. She was looking so beauuuutiful. In my life I had never seen any girl
or women more beautiful than her. She was indeed a fairy on the earth. God
had emblazoned her body parts beautifully with real beauty. She was like a
beautiful nascent flower. I was still staring her. I tried to move my eyes from
her to elsewhere. But my eyes were saying no to me. My eyes were saying me
don’t move us please don’t move us; we don’t want to see anything else right
now except this fairy. My heart bits speed was increasing steadily. My heart
was saying me that hey put one hand on me. Slowly I was feeling something
different something beautiful. At that time I prayed god “ O god kindly please
stop the time, stop the world” I don’t want to go anywhere else. Please the
rain in the same way.
We both alone stood under that huge tree for around one and half hour
but it was still raining. That time her lips had said me something she asked me
could you please help me to reach my home. After listening her voice I felt
something suddenly passed through my body like a wave of current. When she
was speaking she was shivering because of rain and a cool wind. At that time
felt like i already knew her since last so many Era. I tried to give her some
response for her sentence. But my lips could not speak any word. I just gave
reply yes though my eyes and neck. She was staring me steadily at that
moment. Her blue eyes were saying something to my eyes. In those moments I
felt like she is mine she is for me. God has made her for me.
Then I moved towards my bike and I kicked my bike two three times and it
started then. She slowly came near to my bike and sit back to me. When she sit
behind me then her skirt was quite pulled up, then I had seen a fleshy part of
her left leg. Her body skin was like a satin, during that few seconds time once
more another virtual wave was passed through my body. Anyhow I diverted
my mind and heart, and I started driving my bike. She was shivering behind me
and was signifying me the way towards her home. And I was driving
accordingly, the way was passing slowly. Owing to rain and cool wind she was
shivering more and more. I think she had tried sit quite away of me by keeping
some distance between me and her but she could not sit away because of rain
And cool air. Slowly slightly came near to me, when she lost her patience she
enlaced her hand to my body, she affixed her body with mine. When her
breast touch my back my heart was throbbing deeply I had felt that her heart
was also throbbing deeply. In those moments I could not differentiate mine
and her heart pulses, I was shocked. Then I was waiting for a good place to
stop my bike and to wait for rain to stop. After few minutes I stopped my bike
near one roof under one tree. And she slowly unwrap her hand from my body.
We both were complete drenched in rain. We both again stood under that tree
and again started waiting for rain to stop. People passing by that way were
looking at us. Then she took my hand in her hand and fetched me behind the
roof. we both then sit on one big stone. Only few inches distance was there
between me and her, that time it was still raining. After few moments we
could not know when that few inches distance becomes zero inch and then in
minus inches. Our hands touched each other, on that moment she was staring
at me. We both did not know what was happening, we then slowly embraced
and then I did a small kiss on her lips. Then again we had looked at each other.
Suddenly she kissed my lips were strongly for around or more than one
minute. I kissed on her neck , eyes, chicks, hand ,everywhere on her open
body parts. We were unknown to each other but still we were feeling like we
knew each other since long long time. Behind that roof time one strong
relation established between me and her. Then I decided to go towards her
home because still it was raining. And we move to my bike and I started my
bike and she sat behind me, this time she tightly embraced me from back. I
was driving bike on the way she was signifying me. In between she told me to
stop bike. And after getting down from bike she shown me her home by
pointing her finger. Then she started walking towards her home. During
walking she had looked back two to four times. Then i moved towards my
home way. When i reached to my home there was a lock hanging on the door.
So i knocked the door of my neighbour and asked for the key of my house.
They told me that your father and mother are went at your village. So i was
alone at home. I open my house door and went in bathroom, i was completely
drenched so i changed my clothe while changing her face was moving around
my eyes. It was still raining heavily outside, That night I was trying to sleep but
her face was still shining in my closed eyes. I was clearly watching her with my
closed eyes. Midnight suddenly I waken up with the thought that I didn’t even
asked her name !! Somehow I slept and when I wake up in morning, it was still
raining the same way as it was raining. Then I went back of my home i seen the
back side wall was cracked and was pulled down much. It was about to drain in
the rain water. I quickly came out of my home..
That rain had been continue in the same way for six days. And on seventh day
people somehow came out of their home. On that day i came to understand
the actual situation of the city. It was a deluge. It was seems like Whole city
was swimming in the rain water. A huge cyclone had made disaster in the city
and it’s around most of areas. As per my understanding so many people had
lost their homes and lives. So many people died in this natural disaster.
Up to long distance there wasn’t a single safe house. For long long distance
there was only water water water water... No single tree was looking erect.
Most of all was drained down. I thought to visit that beautiful girl’s home. So
anyhow i started moving towards her home. During the way so many negative
thoughts were disturbing my mind and more to my heart. After 3 to 4 hours
struggling way I reached in her Area. There wasn’t a single safe house. People
were finding people and helping each other. In way I had seen few dead
bodies. At the end I reached to her home, no one was there. Her house was
almost down. That time one uncle came near to me, and asked me Hey son
whom you are finding here? At that I remembered I had not asked that
beautiful girl anything not even her name. So I did not reply anything to that
uncle.
I had started checking dead bodies, that uncle was also checking and
was again and again asking me the same question Hey son whom you are
finding but i was not giving any reply.............
I could not find her. I cried there, tears came out of my eyes automatically.
That uncle embraced me and consoled me. I was still crying..
So many people had lost their life. I think almost 40% people were died
in that cyclone.
I don’t know whether that beautiful girl and her family had left this city
before the disaster or not. I don’t know she is in this world or not. But inwardly
my heart is telling me she is somewhere in this world. She is waiting
somewhere.. she is missing me somewhere.
After few days of that cyclone i went to that place near that tree where I
had seen her first time. That tree down more than half, but still it was stood
erect.. I stood there for few time...
Today whenever I passed by that Tree my eyes stared there.
-Raj
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